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rebirth
Sunday, 24 January 2010 | 6:47 pm | 0 star
whew... after so many months and so many weeks that it already reached New Year, i finally can post blog... wow! haha... not that surprising eh...so many things have happened.. i was selected as "timbalan pengerusi II" for Persatuan Mahasiswa Usuluddin.. actually, it's not that surprising.. i've told u... haha... pengerusi die Abu and pengerusi I is Amin... can only work with both of the guys only... maybe because they know the flow of my work... it's kind of topsy-turvy for the first programme of our Lajnah.. it's a follow-up of Sakinah's dakwah assignment... my group is very great and i love them... really love them... thnk u girls for ur love and coorperation... ^_^ i really miss my bestie 4eva... Nur Sakinah Bte Mohd. Salleh.. it's really hard to meet her as we are in different course and we are tied to our works... always dreamt about her... haha... sometimes i wish that me and her didn't come here so both of us can always live happily... but there are pleasant surprise within all these... i get to know Muneer... whom i really love... and i get to meet Abu... a nice guy which has always given me comfort and lessons in life.. thnks a lot,Allah for the gifts that U have given to me... but the presence of some people really make me feel uneasy.. the way they treat my loved one... as if there are no limits to where they are going.. don't u know that u are hurting me badly? and u, my love... u make me feel as if i'm being cheated by u... as if u have someone else beside me and it's not easy for me... are u using me? who am i to u? just a doll which u can tore it everytime u want? u are killing me... u really are killing me... awk tgh mmbunuh sye...dgn prbuatan awk tu... and because of this, "this" thing came again... hasut Syirul dan buat Syirul prcy ape yg Syirul fkr slme nie btl... and is it really true? i don't know who should i believe... because u, u reallu look guilty... and i don't know if it is my imagination or not... every step u take becomes a strength for me to believe what i think... ape yg patut ye buat klau ape yg sye fkr ni btl? sbb muke awk kelihatan mcm awk mmg menduakn seseorg... Nauzubillah.. nauzubillah ya Rabb... Astaghfirullah... it's been 2 nites since i got hurt... my body is aching all over and there are bruises which hurt so much that i feel like i'm dying slowly... this is insanity... Astaghfirullah... Syirulnk pastikn... wlaupun Syirul tk dgn die, Syirul sht... Syirul tetap sht... Syirul tknk brgntung pd org yg menyakitkn Syirul... brpe lme lg Syirul nk jd mcm nie? brgntung pd seseorg... utk pstikn "sesuatu" tu hilng dr dri Syirul.. but actually, Syirul bkn brgntung pd die utk tu... tp sbb Syirul syg die... dan klau kte syg ape yg kte nk? u know it... tp sbb tu Syirul nk brdri ats kaki Syirul sndri... Syirul tknk brgntung pd die... sbb klau Syirul trluke, luke tu akn jd teruk sgt3... haisy... that's all for now i think... smoga die rse ape yg Syirul rse satu ary nnt... cme dgn cre tu die akn fhm ape yg Syirul alami slme nie... Amiin.. Labels: did u just break ur promise my love? |
