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salam to all... ^_^ ok fine... actually i accidentally cut my previous post to add an image... whew... now i have to type all over again.. haha... ok... tomorrow i'm going to Kulai. Finally. haha... it's only for 3 days... it's better because i feel embarrass to stay there for a long period of time..
ok... looking at kak ayu's new blogskin, i decided to change mine too.. after a few hours of searching, i stumbled upon this bright & lovely skin.. hee... thanks to kak ayu for recommending the title "autumn" that i finally found such a nice skin for my bloggy... hihi... how guys? nice? haha... for me, it really is sweet...
a few days back, mom asked me to go to a shop quickly before her "students" came... so i just grabbed anything for me to wear and i put on my mom's clothes... and WALLA! i looked just like my mom... haha... take a look.. tadaa!!! haha... Ipah & Ipah junior... that was what my sister said... >_^
unbelievably same isn't it? hahaha... obviously, i take after my mom but some of me, i take after my dad for sure... hee... so i think that's all for now... i will be unable to update or online for 3 days... haha... btw, i really miss my secondary friends... really hope to make a gathering with them before i return to KUIS... that's all... c ya dear bloggy! may Allah be with us always... Amiin... ^_^
Labels: ur love give me warmth in this lovely autumn season.. forget me.... forget me not....
salam to all... ^_^ hmm... actually, what i'm going to say is not after all a good thing... just something from my heart which i feel i need to let it out... and dear bloggy.. u're my "diary"...
when holiday comes, and when i'm apart from him, this thing always happens to me... i'll remember each and every memory of me and him but his face will become fade which will end me up in a devastating situation.. i'll start to think abnormally (heh)... poor him... i'll end up sulking and hurting him in any way i can... how could i... i'm really sorry...
that incident which left a scar in my heart, makes me easily heart-broken and think twice to make a decision about 'us'..sometimes, i even think to leave u and marry somebody else before u leave me...again. either it is because of anything which makes u're forced to do so, or because of the existence of a 3rd party... and with you continuing studies somewhere where i'll not be there and far from me, which takes a very long time for us to be together and me waiting for you along that period without any "legal" relationship,.. it's just killing me as my life will be very and really simple after this... and this makes me cry even by thinking about it.. it's seriously torturing me mentally... and this is hurting u... i know... pls forgive me...
however, i really have to think positive... right? although that incident actually makes me lose my trust and my confidence in you... even though within that time i was undeniably stubborn to stick by your side when u hurt me over and over again, i forced myself to make u believe that i trust you when in that period of time,u left me again and again.. all that energy of forcing are gone... and as a result, this is happening... and now, i really am forcing myself to start trusting u again, and being confident in u again.. although it's very hard.... i will try... i really am trying hard right now... i apologise..
i want to be by your side always until hereafter... i want to be yours just like what u want... but please do something... do something please... because the planning of my future is in your hands... u are the one who will plan my future and will try to make it happen as planned with Allah's blessings... prove to me that u seriously need and want me,not with words but with actions.. so please... don't forget to put me in your plan because it is in your hands... do u read me,dear... do u?
i really hope i can express all these in words which will make u understand but u keep misunderstand which makes me so difficult to explain anything to u again... we both want the best for each other so we have to do the best, right...? i hope so... dear Allah... pls unite us soon and tie us together forever until hereafter... amiin...
Labels: when the time comes i will never let u go ever.. ape jd nnt...
salam... ^_^ hmm.. nk crte ape eh ary nie... hihi... tk tau lak... hmm... smlm gi uma nenek.. da lme tk balik spore rpenye... byk sgt3 yg da brubah... uma nenek... emm... eh... td nk crte something tp mcm da lupe je... haha...
ok fine... let's get serious...tk la... hee... 5th may nie da pndftrn utk masuk sem bru... tktnye nk kne buat latihan ilmiah da.... tajuk pn akn2 tajuk die... hihi... penyelia pn sme... insyaAllah senang skt buat krj..
hmm... dlm hidup nie kdg2, byk prkr yg jd... trlalu byk bnde yg brlaku smpai kte tk mampu nk prcy spe2... tu la yg syirul rse... syirul prcy die,tp sbnrnye mmg susah nk prcy die... syirul prcy kwn syirul... tp sbnrnye susah nk prcy die sbb da trlalu byk prkr jd yg buat syrul susah sgt3 nk prcy org lain...4 bulan tu... tak. lbh dr 4 bulan... kejadian tu ckup utk buat syirul serik sbnrnye... phobia. byk bnde yg syirul phobiakn.. byk sgt smpai jd syak wasangka... Astaghfirullah... ya Allah... nauzubillah... smoga ape yg syirul syakkn nie tkkn sesekali trjd... tlg la jgn,ya Allah... tlg lah... hmm... maafkn syirul sbb syirul sbnrnye msh cube utk prcy & yakin pd awk... dan utk kwn syirul... mntk maaf sgt3... sbb awk lbh sgale2nye dr syirul... dan syirul tk mampu nk prcy die trs.. dan prkr yg buat syirul sakit hati, syirul jd tk blh nk yakin & prcy awk jgk... mntk maaf sgt3...
i think that's all for now... really need to think this over... may Allah be with us always... amiin..
Labels: pls don't turn ur back against me cos i'm really sorry... will i succeeed?
Salam sume.... ^_^ hmm... ary nie,lg 2 jam, kul 6, insyaAllah, syirul nk gi jogging... hihi... tp tk tau gi ke tk nnt... tp syirul nk sgt3 prgi... syirul nk diet lg........ tp kali nie nk diet smbil exercise... klau tk nnt, prut syirul buat hal... hee... mk kate tk yah gi jogging... exercise arobic kt uma nie je da blh... ade cdnye... tp tk ckup tu... lgpn, ade cd jd mkin mls nnt... hihi... kluar jogging lbh ok la utk syirul... insyaAllah blh... tp kne la consistent kn...
hmm... nk ckp pe lg ye... haha... tk tau nk ckp pe sbnrnye... nxt week ary friday,syirul nk gi kulai... hmm... nnt jmpe die... >_<, akut sbb da lme tk jmpe... hee... i'll see u later,aite... utk my bestie...cpt sht k... nnt kte blh go out together... blh jln2... klau tk kt cnie, kte jln2 kt msi nnt aite...huhu... hmm... i think that's all for now... wish me luck utk consistent dlm exercise! hee... amiin... rajin2 tau syirul.. aja aja fighting! ^_^ may Allah be with us always.... for u, i really miss u... i hope we will be united to be together always one day... amiin... Labels: it IS my destiny to always wait for you...
hahaha... mcm da lme sgt3 tk update blog nie... td bile bce blog kak yu bru rse mcm nk update sgt3... mcm2 da jd... smpai tk lrt nk crte sbnrnye... hee... ops lpe... Assalamualaikum... hihi... agk2 nye, ade org tk bce blog ni? mcm tkde je... haha... tkde pun tkpe... sbb blog kn mcm diary....hee...
1st! syirul tk tau pn mk kne operate! T_T mk kate mk tk bg yg lain bilng syirul sbb nnt syirul panic, syirul nangis2, trs balik spore mcm bile syirul dpt tau mk sakit... sedih! tp tkpe... sbb Alhamdulillah mk ok... and igtnye syirul nk diet... haha... skali tu btl2 kne diet, tp kne srtekn exercise skali... sbb klau tk, prut nie sakit lg... hmm.... sakit mse nk brsalin je nnt k prut...ngn bile ehm2... hihi... ok next!
1st sem in KUIS as a new student? haha... 1st sem eh... mcm2 jd... sumenye topsy-turvy.. pening... mse tgh xm bru settle... nk hrp pihak pengurusan siapkn cpt? Astaghfirullah... soalan yg kte ptut tny die, die tny kte balik... haisy... tp Alhamdulillah... siap jgk akhrnye... last sem mmg truk... cian Abu sye byk kne mrh ngn sye.... hihi... sory sgt3 ye abg.. mslhnye, bkn syirul mrh... tp ape yg jd pd syirul,mlampau sgt3... spe syirul pd die? kwn? klau kwn,knp tk hormat syirul sbgai kwnnye? bkn mntk dihormati, tp mntk die sdr utk bljr hormat dri sndri... klau la die tau ape sbnrnye lelaki2 yg syirul knl fkr psl die, tk tau la die rse mlu ke tk... dan tlg la abg syg... abg tau syg nie cpt je phobianye... cpt je trsenye... jd tau la ape yg syg tk ske,dan ape yg syg ske... mlampau... mlampau sgt3... sbb tu syg jd tkt sgt3... tiap kali fkr psl abg online,fkrn syg jd ke arah bnde2 mcm tu je.... syg tknk fkr,tk ske... jd sakit kple... tp tk tau knp tk blh nk dihalang... trgmk...
dan awk... syirul tau awk dr sem 1 lg mcm mne... dan klau ni la yg syirul dpt bile brkwn ngn awk, syirul lbh rela tk knl awk,tk brkwn ngn awk, tk rpt langsung ngn awk dr fkr bnde tk baik psl kwn sndri... fhm tk.. syirul lbh rela tk knl awk dr hidup syirul jd mcm ni, dr awk jd slh satu mslh yg mmbebankn syirul... syirul lbh rela tk jd kwn awk lngsung... maafkn syirul sbb ni yg syirul fkr...
Alhamdulillah sume da settle psl msuk sem... tp result?? OH NO! insyaAllah sume pass... Amiin... yg Syirul tau, mmg Syirul tkt sgt3 sbb Syirul tk buat btl2 dlm pljrn yg lps... klau merosot skt, tkpe lg... nauzubillah klau fail... nauzzubillah... tkt3...
ok... syirul gi kulai lg ary tu sbb mse nk balik spore mse chinese new year, passport trcicir dan syirul da kt dlm bas nk balik spore mse tu!! bygkn... syirul da otw tp passport tkde... nsb baik abg ade blh tlg ambkkn... dan prgi la syirul ke uma die... jmpe sume... mlu3.... tp Alhamdulillah... hrp lps ni sume ok utk ikat ikatan yg kukuh...amiin...and nxt week, nk gi lg... kak yu da tkde kat KUIS lg lps ni... nnt Syirul sakit2, ksian kt yg lain... syirul tknk susahkn spe2 lg... insyaAllah Syirul ok lps ni... Amiin...
nxt sem? hmmm.... syirul tkt klau mslh "awk" tu dtg lg... pnt nk tempuh kepntn mental... klau mslh yg kte nmpk,acceptable lg... klau yg tak... haisy... utk abg... hrp sgt3 abg fhm ye... dan syg akn cube sdaye upaye utk jg hati abg wlaupn syg yg slalu trleka... maafkn syg ya... dan abg... kte msti sntiase cube... cube utk dpt keredhaan Allah... sbb tk gne kte dpt kegembiraan yg dimurkai... nauzubillah... syg abg sgt3... insyaAllah Allah akn bntu kte utk sme2...amiin amiin amiin ya rabbal 'alamiin...
ok! tu je stakat ni! hee... nnt insyaAllah syirul post lg byk3 k... dada.. ^_^ may Allah be with us always... amiin...
Labels: unite us dear Allah because we really need each other until hereafter...
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The Dreaming Star
Hi there! You've entered the dreaming land of a twinkling star~ (^_^)
I'm nothing but an ordinary girl with sweet and painful memories~
It's hard to make me talk as I'm not quite friendly~
If you want to know more, read my posts, you'll know me~
Struggling to live in this not-forever world~
Islam is my religion!
I swear that there is no other God except for ALLAH and MUHAMMAD is the messenger of ALLAH! (^_^)
Wishes, Dreams, Du'a
-To be a solehah daughter~
-To be a solehah wife~
-To be a solehah mother~
-To be a solehah 'abdullah~
-To be a able to teach and make my children understand Islam and this world~
THOSE ARE MY WISHES.. CAN YOU HELP ME FULFILL IT? (^_^)
salam to all... ^_^ ok fine... actually i accidentally cut my previous post to add an image... whew... now i have to type all over again.. haha... ok... tomorrow i'm going to Kulai. Finally. haha... it's only for 3 days... it's better because i feel embarrass to stay there for a long period of time..
ok... looking at kak ayu's new blogskin, i decided to change mine too.. after a few hours of searching, i stumbled upon this bright & lovely skin.. hee... thanks to kak ayu for recommending the title "autumn" that i finally found such a nice skin for my bloggy... hihi... how guys? nice? haha... for me, it really is sweet...
a few days back, mom asked me to go to a shop quickly before her "students" came... so i just grabbed anything for me to wear and i put on my mom's clothes... and WALLA! i looked just like my mom... haha... take a look..
tadaa!!! haha... Ipah & Ipah junior... that
was what my sister said... >_^
unbelievably same isn't it? hahaha... obviously, i take after my mom but some of me, i take after my dad for sure... hee...
so i think that's all for now... i will be unable to update or online for 3 days... haha... btw, i really miss my secondary friends... really hope to make a gathering with them before i return to KUIS... that's all... c ya dear bloggy! may Allah be with us always... Amiin... ^_^
Labels: ur love give me warmth in this lovely autumn season..
forget me.... forget me not....
salam to all... ^_^ hmm... actually, what i'm going to say is not after all a good thing... just something from my heart which i feel i need to let it out... and dear bloggy.. u're my "diary"...
when holiday comes, and when i'm apart from him, this thing always happens to me... i'll remember each and every memory of me and him but his face will become fade which will end me up in a devastating situation.. i'll start to think abnormally (heh)... poor him... i'll end up sulking and hurting him in any way i can... how could i... i'm really sorry...
that incident which left a scar in my heart, makes me easily heart-broken and think twice to make a decision about 'us'..sometimes, i even think to leave u and marry somebody else before u leave me...again. either it is because of anything which makes u're forced to do so, or because of the existence of a 3rd party... and with you continuing studies somewhere where i'll not be there and far from me, which takes a very long time for us to be together and me waiting for you along that period without any "legal" relationship,.. it's just killing me as my life will be very and really simple after this... and this makes me cry even by thinking about it.. it's seriously torturing me mentally... and this is hurting u... i know... pls forgive me...
however, i really have to think positive... right? although that incident actually makes me lose my trust and my confidence in you... even though within that time i was undeniably stubborn to stick by your side when u hurt me over and over again, i forced myself to make u believe that i trust you when in that period of time,u left me again and again.. all that energy of forcing are gone... and as a result, this is happening... and now, i really am forcing myself to start trusting u again, and being confident in u again.. although it's very hard.... i will try... i really am trying hard right now... i apologise..
i want to be by your side always until hereafter... i want to be yours just like what u want... but please do something... do something please... because the planning of my future is in your hands... u are the one who will plan my future and will try to make it happen as planned with Allah's blessings... prove to me that u seriously need and want me,not with words but with actions.. so please... don't forget to put me in your plan because it is in your hands... do u read me,dear... do u?
i really hope i can express all these in words which will make u understand but u keep misunderstand which makes me so difficult to explain anything to u again... we both want the best for each other so we have to do the best, right...? i hope so...
dear Allah... pls unite us soon and tie us together forever until hereafter... amiin...
Labels: when the time comes i will never let u go ever..
ape jd nnt...
salam... ^_^ hmm.. nk crte ape eh ary nie... hihi... tk tau lak... hmm... smlm gi uma nenek.. da lme tk balik spore rpenye... byk sgt3 yg da brubah... uma nenek... emm...
eh... td nk crte something tp mcm da lupe je... haha...
ok fine... let's get serious...tk la... hee... 5th may nie da pndftrn utk masuk sem bru... tktnye nk kne buat latihan ilmiah da.... tajuk pn akn2 tajuk die... hihi... penyelia pn sme... insyaAllah senang skt buat krj..
hmm... dlm hidup nie kdg2, byk prkr yg jd... trlalu byk bnde yg brlaku smpai kte tk mampu nk prcy spe2... tu la yg syirul rse... syirul prcy die,tp sbnrnye mmg susah nk prcy die... syirul prcy kwn syirul... tp sbnrnye susah nk prcy die sbb da trlalu byk prkr jd yg buat syrul susah sgt3 nk prcy org lain...4 bulan tu... tak. lbh dr 4 bulan... kejadian tu ckup utk buat syirul serik sbnrnye... phobia. byk bnde yg syirul phobiakn.. byk sgt smpai jd syak wasangka... Astaghfirullah... ya Allah... nauzubillah... smoga ape yg syirul syakkn nie tkkn sesekali trjd... tlg la jgn,ya Allah... tlg lah... hmm... maafkn syirul sbb syirul sbnrnye msh cube utk prcy & yakin pd awk... dan utk kwn syirul... mntk maaf sgt3... sbb awk lbh sgale2nye dr syirul... dan syirul tk mampu nk prcy die trs.. dan prkr yg buat syirul sakit hati, syirul jd tk blh nk yakin & prcy awk jgk... mntk maaf sgt3...
i think that's all for now... really need to think this over... may Allah be with us always... amiin..
Labels: pls don't turn ur back against me cos i'm really sorry...
will i succeeed?
Salam sume.... ^_^ hmm... ary nie,lg 2 jam, kul 6, insyaAllah, syirul nk gi jogging... hihi... tp tk tau gi ke tk nnt... tp syirul nk sgt3 prgi... syirul nk diet lg........ tp kali nie nk diet smbil exercise... klau tk nnt, prut syirul buat hal... hee... mk kate tk yah gi jogging... exercise arobic kt uma nie je da blh... ade cdnye... tp tk ckup tu... lgpn, ade cd jd mkin mls nnt... hihi... kluar jogging lbh ok la utk syirul... insyaAllah blh... tp kne la consistent kn...
hmm... nk ckp pe lg ye... haha... tk tau nk ckp pe sbnrnye... nxt week ary friday,syirul nk gi kulai... hmm... nnt jmpe die... >_<, akut sbb da lme tk jmpe... hee... i'll see u later,aite... utk my bestie...cpt sht k... nnt kte blh go out together... blh jln2... klau tk kt cnie, kte jln2 kt msi nnt aite...huhu... hmm... i think that's all for now... wish me luck utk consistent dlm exercise! hee... amiin... rajin2 tau syirul.. aja aja fighting! ^_^ may Allah be with us always.... for u, i really miss u... i hope we will be united to be together always one day... amiin... Labels: it IS my destiny to always wait for you...
hahaha... mcm da lme sgt3 tk update blog nie... td bile bce blog kak yu bru rse mcm nk update sgt3... mcm2 da jd... smpai tk lrt nk crte sbnrnye... hee... ops lpe... Assalamualaikum... hihi... agk2 nye, ade org tk bce blog ni? mcm tkde je... haha... tkde pun tkpe... sbb blog kn mcm diary....hee...
1st! syirul tk tau pn mk kne operate! T_T mk kate mk tk bg yg lain bilng syirul sbb nnt syirul panic, syirul nangis2, trs balik spore mcm bile syirul dpt tau mk sakit... sedih! tp tkpe... sbb Alhamdulillah mk ok... and igtnye syirul nk diet... haha... skali tu btl2 kne diet, tp kne srtekn exercise skali... sbb klau tk, prut nie sakit lg... hmm.... sakit mse nk brsalin je nnt k prut...ngn bile ehm2... hihi... ok next!
1st sem in KUIS as a new student? haha... 1st sem eh... mcm2 jd... sumenye topsy-turvy.. pening... mse tgh xm bru settle... nk hrp pihak pengurusan siapkn cpt? Astaghfirullah... soalan yg kte ptut tny die, die tny kte balik... haisy... tp Alhamdulillah... siap jgk akhrnye... last sem mmg truk... cian Abu sye byk kne mrh ngn sye.... hihi... sory sgt3 ye abg.. mslhnye, bkn syirul mrh... tp ape yg jd pd syirul,mlampau sgt3... spe syirul pd die? kwn? klau kwn,knp tk hormat syirul sbgai kwnnye? bkn mntk dihormati, tp mntk die sdr utk bljr hormat dri sndri... klau la die tau ape sbnrnye lelaki2 yg syirul knl fkr psl die, tk tau la die rse mlu ke tk... dan tlg la abg syg... abg tau syg nie cpt je phobianye... cpt je trsenye... jd tau la ape yg syg tk ske,dan ape yg syg ske... mlampau... mlampau sgt3... sbb tu syg jd tkt sgt3... tiap kali fkr psl abg online,fkrn syg jd ke arah bnde2 mcm tu je.... syg tknk fkr,tk ske... jd sakit kple... tp tk tau knp tk blh nk dihalang... trgmk...
dan awk... syirul tau awk dr sem 1 lg mcm mne... dan klau ni la yg syirul dpt bile brkwn ngn awk, syirul lbh rela tk knl awk,tk brkwn ngn awk, tk rpt langsung ngn awk dr fkr bnde tk baik psl kwn sndri... fhm tk.. syirul lbh rela tk knl awk dr hidup syirul jd mcm ni, dr awk jd slh satu mslh yg mmbebankn syirul... syirul lbh rela tk jd kwn awk lngsung... maafkn syirul sbb ni yg syirul fkr...
Alhamdulillah sume da settle psl msuk sem... tp result?? OH NO! insyaAllah sume pass... Amiin... yg Syirul tau, mmg Syirul tkt sgt3 sbb Syirul tk buat btl2 dlm pljrn yg lps... klau merosot skt, tkpe lg... nauzubillah klau fail... nauzzubillah... tkt3...
ok... syirul gi kulai lg ary tu sbb mse nk balik spore mse chinese new year, passport trcicir dan syirul da kt dlm bas nk balik spore mse tu!! bygkn... syirul da otw tp passport tkde... nsb baik abg ade blh tlg ambkkn... dan prgi la syirul ke uma die... jmpe sume... mlu3.... tp Alhamdulillah... hrp lps ni sume ok utk ikat ikatan yg kukuh...amiin...and nxt week, nk gi lg... kak yu da tkde kat KUIS lg lps ni... nnt Syirul sakit2, ksian kt yg lain... syirul tknk susahkn spe2 lg... insyaAllah Syirul ok lps ni... Amiin...
nxt sem? hmmm.... syirul tkt klau mslh "awk" tu dtg lg... pnt nk tempuh kepntn mental... klau mslh yg kte nmpk,acceptable lg... klau yg tak... haisy... utk abg... hrp sgt3 abg fhm ye... dan syg akn cube sdaye upaye utk jg hati abg wlaupn syg yg slalu trleka... maafkn syg ya... dan abg... kte msti sntiase cube... cube utk dpt keredhaan Allah... sbb tk gne kte dpt kegembiraan yg dimurkai... nauzubillah... syg abg sgt3... insyaAllah Allah akn bntu kte utk sme2...amiin amiin amiin ya rabbal 'alamiin...
ok! tu je stakat ni! hee... nnt insyaAllah syirul post lg byk3 k... dada.. ^_^
may Allah be with us always... amiin...
Labels: unite us dear Allah because we really need each other until hereafter...
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