Hi there! You've entered the dreaming land of a twinkling star~ (^_^)
I'm nothing but an ordinary girl with sweet and painful memories~
It's hard to make me talk as I'm not quite friendly~
If you want to know more, read my posts, you'll know me~
Struggling to live in this not-forever world~
Islam is my religion!
I swear that there is no other God except for ALLAH and MUHAMMAD is the messenger of ALLAH! (^_^)

Wishes, Dreams, Du'a

-To be a solehah daughter~
-To be a solehah wife~
-To be a solehah mother~
-To be a solehah 'abdullah~
-To be a able to teach and make my children understand Islam and this world~

THOSE ARE MY WISHES.. CAN YOU HELP ME FULFILL IT? (^_^)

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yesterday, despite having a bad runny nose and terrible cough, i went out with my close friend, muneer.. she was my classmate at KUIS.. ahaha.. the doctor prescribed me strong medicine for my runny nose and cough so i am always drowsy.. but despite all that, i managed to buy new sports shoes for myself and a pair of socks with yong hwa oppa's cartoon on it!! i bought it specially to wear with my sports shoes you know.. now why did i buy a new pair??

as you know, i'm quite a chubby girl.. ahaha.. i want to lose weight and give myself a year to work this out..! i wonder if i'll be able to make it.. it's hard to exercise to lose weight.. i'll have trouble breathing if i work too hard.. but i want to keep fit! and at least, i want to feel that i have the right to stand besides abang who is thin you know.. don't follow this bad intention of mine.. ahahaha..

and so.. since kinah is already at IIUM, i have an intention to jog every evening with her and pip.. don't know if this will work as sometimes laziness comes across us.. jog or go to the gym or swim! oh! speaking of swimming.. do you know? of course you don't, do you? XD my new swimming costume which i bought with my last pay, was stolen! sobssobs.. >.<, i wore it only once, and yet someone stole it.. but surprisingly, the pants and the scarf cap weren't stolen.. however, it's a relief that that thief didn't steal both cloths.. or i'll be very devastated! ='( and the good thing is, pip's mom let me have hers! i'll take care of it properly.. insyaAllah....

and pls. don't even think of stealing someone else's if you don't have the things needed to get what you want.. work hard for it in a halal way.. not by stealing.. you never know if that thing is something so precious to the owner.. you never know if she or he worked really hard to get it but that thing ends up getting stolen.. so don't ever let stealing comes across your mind.. it's gives troubles to the owner.. pls..

oh! below is the picture of my new sports shoes and the socks!


nice right?? =D well.. for me it's nice.. ahaha... i want to buy a pair which is in blue and white.. it is soooooo beautiful but the price is also much more beautiful that i couldn't afford it.. ahahaha.. however, i like this one and i hope i'll manage to wear it for a long time.. and isn't that socks cute?? i like it so.. ahaha.. chuwahae.. >.^

i think that's it for now.. not feeling too good.. so i need plenty of rest.. may everyone has a good day today.. (^_^)

oh btw.. if you click to one of the list but nothing comes out, don't worry.. i think this skin doesn't match my blog.. so i'm going to replace it soon ok? =) wasalam,everyone.. (^_^) after 2 years of time, i finally activate my blog again..=) anneyong haseyo,everyone.. may Allah give you peace.. =) so what actually happened in these 2 years which have passed so quickly? i graduated from KUIS and now i am taking Bachelor of Islamic Revealed Knowledge, majoring in Comparative Religion.. =)


things were so tough at KUIS.. i don't even want to remember it.. but those memories just keep coming.. because of this, i argue a lot with abang.. well those painful incidents change my whole life.. my attitude, my personality, my thinking, my life! everything! whether it's in a good way or not, i have yet to decide.. muneer has already entered UM.. Kina and Aju in UNISZA.. we are all separated from each other.. but it's ok.. we still get to meet each other once in a while.. they are the spring season of my life, i must say.. i miss them so much.. ='(


so i worked at Muhammadiyah Kindergarten for nearly 6 months, then i decided to further my studies at IIUM as it is my father's dream.. seriously, i felt no passion after entering IIUM.. everything is just equally hard.. me and abang.. me and how i manage my life.. the sins. huff.. i just don't know what to say anymore..


and so i apologised to that particular girl who played a big part in my life, for blaming her, for gossiping about her behind her back.. and i found out the most astounding secret of all..she was once liked by... you-know-who. ahahaha.. pissed off so much that i threw tantrums, i chose a particular date just to cry.. i really can't cry easily nowadays.. haisy.. but i'm trying real hard to forget everything.. i hope i really can.. amiin..


i'm tired.. i think i'm gonna have a rest.. pls pray for me and abang ok? that we'll be able to move on to the next big step of our life to seek Allah's blessings.. amiin..


so that's that then! =D may Allah make our life easy in this world and hereafter.. amiin.


p/s:guys... pls take care of ur heart and urself, before u ask ur girls to take care of u ok? and make sure u take really gd care of ur girls too! all the best! =)


p/s:for guys, Anneyong haseyo~ ^_^ good day,everyone.. may Allah bless you always..

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