Hi there! You've entered the dreaming land of a twinkling star~ (^_^)
I'm nothing but an ordinary girl with sweet and painful memories~
It's hard to make me talk as I'm not quite friendly~
If you want to know more, read my posts, you'll know me~
Struggling to live in this not-forever world~
Islam is my religion!
I swear that there is no other God except for ALLAH and MUHAMMAD is the messenger of ALLAH! (^_^)

Wishes, Dreams, Du'a

-To be a solehah daughter~
-To be a solehah wife~
-To be a solehah mother~
-To be a solehah 'abdullah~
-To be a able to teach and make my children understand Islam and this world~

THOSE ARE MY WISHES.. CAN YOU HELP ME FULFILL IT? (^_^)

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My tumblr <3

Kak Maryam <3

Hudaidy Hady <3

Nisa' Tumblr <3

Nisa' <3

Juenne <3

Maryna <3

Assalamualaikum.. (^_^)

I logged in his fb account just now when he had deactivated it for so many years long.
I read the comments.
The messages are deleted.
I imagined the expressions.
And all that is left.. memories and heartache.

She told me not to do it again. I know that is the message embedded in her comment.
If only they knew, how much it hurts..

And all that is left.. miseries.
From that point of time, my life changed drastically.
And I changed.

All because of.. memories and heartache.


-Syirulhuda-


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