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journey of life
just took a peek at some of my lovely petals's blog,made me realize that everyone is really having a hard time actually.. Allah really loves us,doesn't He,sisters? ^_^ we should be grateful... i really miss my life back then.. when i was a peaceful Syirulhuda who always smile and laugh and mean it.. when i was struggling to graduate from school to continue my life of seeking knowledge... but i am actually seeking what i've always need.. and seeking that needs a lot of courage... because i have to stand up again and again after falling down and injured myself.. it scarred my heart.. i miss myself when i was just an ordinary girl with dreams of being a gd daughter to her parents... a gd servant to Allah.. a gd wife to her husband and a gd mother for her children.. see? all these are just so simple... simple dreams... but actually... it's harder to achieve.. harder than any dreams... i'm recovering i think.. i'm standing up slowly because i had a really bad fall twice..-when i was walking down the path of tests, i fell..-when i was trying to stand, i fell..i injured myself and hurt my heart.. it was so bad that i can't stop crying until now... i really nedd to walk properly and carefully this time so i won't fall again.. i got cheated by someone and took that path.. haha.. to all.. just do your best,ok? good times will sure come in our way... just wait for it.. the sacrifices we made and hardships we're going through are worthy enough... just be patient alright? ^_^haha.. i'm crying again.. and for you,girl full of little secrets... just be strong... she may die,but you're not.. you're still alive so you need to move on.. just keep her memories with you...she'll always be with you,inside you,keeping you safe... it'll be alright.... it will... you'll face everything you need to and just be yourself... love the way you are.. she is already a memory... be strong... ^_^
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The Dreaming Star
Hi there! You've entered the dreaming land of a twinkling star~ (^_^)
I'm nothing but an ordinary girl with sweet and painful memories~
It's hard to make me talk as I'm not quite friendly~
If you want to know more, read my posts, you'll know me~
Struggling to live in this not-forever world~
Islam is my religion!
I swear that there is no other God except for ALLAH and MUHAMMAD is the messenger of ALLAH! (^_^)
Wishes, Dreams, Du'a
-To be a solehah daughter~
-To be a solehah wife~
-To be a solehah mother~
-To be a solehah 'abdullah~
-To be a able to teach and make my children understand Islam and this world~
THOSE ARE MY WISHES.. CAN YOU HELP ME FULFILL IT? (^_^)
journey of life
just took a peek at some of my lovely petals's blog,made me realize that everyone is really having a hard time actually.. Allah really loves us,doesn't He,sisters? ^_^ we should be grateful... i really miss my life back then.. when i was a peaceful Syirulhuda who always smile and laugh and mean it.. when i was struggling to graduate from school to continue my life of seeking knowledge... but i am actually seeking what i've always need.. and seeking that needs a lot of courage... because i have to stand up again and again after falling down and injured myself.. it scarred my heart.. i miss myself when i was just an ordinary girl with dreams of being a gd daughter to her parents... a gd servant to Allah.. a gd wife to her husband and a gd mother for her children.. see? all these are just so simple... simple dreams... but actually... it's harder to achieve.. harder than any dreams... i'm recovering i think.. i'm standing up slowly because i had a really bad fall twice..-when i was walking down the path of tests, i fell..-when i was trying to stand, i fell..i injured myself and hurt my heart.. it was so bad that i can't stop crying until now... i really nedd to walk properly and carefully this time so i won't fall again.. i got cheated by someone and took that path.. haha.. to all.. just do your best,ok? good times will sure come in our way... just wait for it.. the sacrifices we made and hardships we're going through are worthy enough... just be patient alright? ^_^haha.. i'm crying again.. and for you,girl full of little secrets... just be strong... she may die,but you're not.. you're still alive so you need to move on.. just keep her memories with you...she'll always be with you,inside you,keeping you safe... it'll be alright.... it will... you'll face everything you need to and just be yourself... love the way you are.. she is already a memory... be strong... ^_^
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