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born again!
Saturday 27 June 2009 | 2:47 pm | 0 star
yippie....!!!!!!!!!! it's been so long bloggy!!! miss you miss you miss you! hihi... hye to all! ^_^ it's been some time since the last time i updated me blog... thinking of changing the skin but there seems to be some problem with the wireless no? if only there's broadband... and thnks much much much to Feesa for lending me her laptop.. thnks cutie pony.. guess what? i was born again! huhu... just kidding... but seriously,i feel like this since i went to Kulai after so much of obstacles...had to wait for 3WEEKS to get my passport back... broke down a few times... *klau aku jht,kene org yg hntr pasport to ngn aku...* at last,bpk call,baru die bg... that night itself,my parents with cik Yah and wak Cob fetched me... thought of going to Kulai that night but then again... it was late at night so i just didn't want to trouble anybody anymore... *ALL THESE HAPPENED LAST WEEK* so on Monday, we went to Malaysia early in the morning and finally... FINALLY... after going through the hurdles and obstacles,i met this person and i love that day... *it's hard to tell what happened there so just let me keep to myself* but... something so simple had happened and the effect is greater than any of the things that had occured to me... i want to go there again and i'll make sure i will... tho good thing is, mom and dad love the place too... also cik Yah and wak Cob.. it's a relief... i'll just let you know one thing. *the place is very near to my family's 'story'* but that'story' is a secret too... so i have to syyy... ^_^ thnks a lot and a lot and a lot to my very special someone... it has something to do with him and that's what i want to tell... he: _ _ _ tu belahan jiwa die... sbb tu klau _ _ _ tkde die dh cari kt mane _ _ _ btl tk? i was like... tuuuuuuuut... dlm hati... mane die tau aku mcm ni... and everyone was like trnganga sbb die serious ckp mcm tu. mk mcm "eh...!" and he... he: btl... _ _ _ tu bdk baik. knl die dr kck lg... handsome tk die? and i was like dh brpeluh2... jantung pun dh DAP DUP DAP DUP... i just smiled and laugh.. what did you expect me to say? i just want to go there again... just I'M VERY SORRY that i can't tell in detail... i don't know why... just like this someone said,it's hard to believe... yes. it's not easy to believe... but i just believe and it happened... i'm ok now... i really am ok now... believe it or not... maybe certain people will say... -btl ke? -kene hati2 nnt 'die' dtg lg... -btl ni dh sht? YES I AM... that thing is still in this world but not in me... yes maybe it will come back that's why i need to go there again... it's not finish yet... just suplicate for me ok? that's more than enough... ^_^ for u guys that have been worrying and helping me... i love you and thank you... i am fine now... insyaAllah... Ameen... ^_^ so that's that... lpr gile ni... nk mkn... pip ngn KIna dh pnggl2... i'll try to update more soon... there's so much to tell so c ya! -Syirulhuda- Labels: my soulmate is him...Ameen... |