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can u feel it now?
Wednesday 22 July 2009 | 11:01 am | 0 star
i was scolded because it hurt him so much that he loses his focus and concentration in studying...i'm sorry... 2 days ago,pip received a msg which sounded like this... "mulai skrg,kte dh tkde pape, kau jgn carik aku lg... slame ni,kau byk susahkn aku,Bnci! prgi kau dan lupekn aku.. aku dh byk trseksa psl kau, kau mmg tak gune! kau igt ,stiap ari aku lyn kau, mknenye aku suke kau? tak ah! aku uat sume ni bkn ngn rela hati,tp trpkse.. prgi ah kau, aku tknk kau lg,tlg ah prgi... trm ksh ats jasa kau slame ni... SLMT TNGGL WAHAi!!! DIET..." and i received it from Sakinah yesterday... so i just thought of sending it to my loved ones... -Mnueerah -Diela -Afiq and... him. i didn't mean to make a prank... just wanted to send this to them without any intention... tkde trfkr nk buat dorng trkejut,atau nk main2kn dorang,ataupun nk mainkn hati org... jauh skali... i forgot... i forgot something which is very important about him and so... i got a scolding... can u feel it now? it hurts so much that u can't do anything right? so do i... it's not revenge... i have never thought about it even once... when i think back, it's only twice... it's only a subject... but can u ever imagine? since that particular day, even when i focus or concentrate, whatever that reached my mind will be gone after i step out of class... it will be gone right after i close the books... i can't remember anything that i really really have to study last minute in order to answer the test... u are very lucky... so lucky... but i can't remember until now... until now and i really mean it... can u feel it now? i don't want u to be like me... i don't want u to face any hardships like i am right now... it'll affect u deeply... not just ur heart,but u'll get affected physically... just like me... i don't want u to feel it... but u're feeling it now... i'm sorry... i didn't mean to... i really am sorry... pls forgive me... i'll make sure i won't do it again. Ever. i'll make sure of it... so pls... forgive me... Syirul masuk hospital lg smlm... ambk darah. but as usual,the doctor said i'm fine... i wonder why i keep getting sick... it's a test from Allah i guess... so i have to be strong... ne? sakit tau ambk darah... mcm nk pengsan je rase bile nmpk die kluarkn darah Syirul tu... sakit sgt3... tp ok lh skrg ni... midterm usul fiqh? 17/25... Alhamdulillah... syirul tk mnghrp lbh pun sbb Syirul slh... tu yg slayaknye Syirul dpt...k then... that's that... May Allah bless u all with taufiq wan najah... Ameen... p/s: -unintentionally, we always hurt the one we love the most... -tanpe niat dan tanpe sdr, kte slalu sakitkn hati org yg paling kte syg... Labels: tngglkn...jgn lpskn... |