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1st,i have no mood to blog...2nd,i'm not feeling very well again...3rd,i must say what i need to say...(although i'm tired of this)1) to all who have helped me a lot... who have gone through sadness whilst happiness along with me... who have always been by my side... watching, worrying, advising, reminding me... who always regard me as their helper in almost anything... I'M VERY HAPPY THAT ALL OF YOU DID WHAT YOU DID... I TRULY APPRECIATE WHAT YOU DID... AND I'M SORRY IF I DO NOT SHOW MY APPRECIATION IN A CORRECT WAY BUT MAKING ALL OF YOU WORRY AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND FEEL UNAPPRECIATED... I'M ABSOLUTELY SORRY... maybe, he is right after all... that i don't appreciate those who love me and those who are with me through my thick and thin... maybe he's right... it's just that, something i dislike may be something you want me to do... and i'm sorry for not listening to all of you... thinking again, i may not be able to express my appreciation through action or words... it's my weakness and i apologise if this has caused anyone to be uneasy... i really DO love all of you... THANK YOU...2) for my soulmate... i really hopre that some sense will be knocked into you for you to get on your feet and start doing something... ade seseorg ckp, awk duduk dan ikut saja ape yg ditakdirkn utk awk tanpe buat ape2... saye tau awk akn kate..."YE...SAYE MCM TU..."utk kesekian kali, knp msti mengaku tanpe ade kesdrn utk lakukn ape2? igt lh..."Allah tkkn merubah nasib seseorg selg org tu tk brusaha utk mengubah nasibnya..." btl kn? saye tk blh nk kate ape sbb saye pun sygkn mk dan bpk saye... saye dgr dan ikut ckp dorng... mcm tu jgk awk... tp saye cube wlaupun saye takut... wlaupun usaha saye tkkn mengubah pape,tp saye tetap nk cube... sbb saye btl2 nak... sbb ni lh impian saye... byk yg awk dh buat, saye tknk mntk pape lg dr sape2 pun... sbb saye dh cukup menyusahkn... igt tk mase nk masuk klas arab? awk takut,tp awk masuk jgk... saye? saye yg tk masuk... klaupun bkn saye,tkkn awk nk buat mcm ni kt org lain? saye tknk org lain trm ape yg saye trm... saye fhm dh... saye fhm sgt3... awk tk prlu ckp pape pun... sbb saye tau sbnrnye ape yg tgh trjd... tp saye tknk awk menyesal... dan saye tknk saye sndiri menyesal... mane lh tau, tibe2,saye tkde slama2nya, tkkn baru mase tu, awk baru nk sdr mcm yg prnh jd dulu? igt ape saye prnh kate?-kebranian-kesungguhan-ksh sygni lh penyebab utama yg buat kte smakin nk sesuatu dan brusaha lg dan lg dan lg...smpai kte brjy...saye tk prnh mntk pape lps ape yg dh jd... tk prnh... sbb saye tk layak nk mntk lbh byk lg dr ape yg saye dh ade... saye tkt, saye sedih bile tk dpt ape saye mntkkn... sbb tu, saye tk brani... utk belahan jiwa saye ni... saye doakn,awk sdr dan timbul kebranian satu hari nnt dan nmpk kesungguhan plk...jgn mengaku atau mntk maaf brulng2 kali tanpe buat ape2 atau tanpe mncube... tk gune... brckp lbh senang dr melakukan... tp klau kte tk buat,smpai bile angn2 tu akn trsmpn? angn2,jdkn cita2... insyaAllah blh jd kenyataan... sdr ye...buat lh sesuatu... bkn utk saye... tp utk awk,dan mase dpn awk...smoga Allah nmpkkn awk ape yg saye mksudkn... Ameen...utk smua org yg knl ana,trmasuk awk,belahan jiwa saye... trm ksh sgt3... Syirul tau,Syirul byk trhutang budi... bkn dgn korng je... tp ade lbh rmai lg... Syirul btl tak tau nk bls tu smua mcm mane... Syirul tk tau... i really don't... maafkn ana... i'll try my best again... Syirul akn cube... sekurng2nye skali... Syirul jd penybab korng trsenyum seikhlas hati... trm ksh sgt3... THANK YOU... THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO ALL...i'm going back to KUIS tomorrow... doakn Syirul,Muneerah ngn Rafidah slmt prgi dan slmt smpai k... to my lovely Diela, my dearest friend Afiq, and my adorable Abu... Syirul ngn Muneerah rindu sgt kt korng... korng lh yg slalu lyn kte wlaupun kerenah kte mcm2 kn... hope to see you guys soon... mcm2 nk ckp kt korng... Syirul nk ckp mcm2 sgt... jumpe Jumaat ni tau tau tau... insyaAllah... tu je... i'll update more,insyaAllah... C ya! Labels: do u hear my silent cries at night...
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The Dreaming Star
Hi there! You've entered the dreaming land of a twinkling star~ (^_^)
I'm nothing but an ordinary girl with sweet and painful memories~
It's hard to make me talk as I'm not quite friendly~
If you want to know more, read my posts, you'll know me~
Struggling to live in this not-forever world~
Islam is my religion!
I swear that there is no other God except for ALLAH and MUHAMMAD is the messenger of ALLAH! (^_^)
Wishes, Dreams, Du'a
-To be a solehah daughter~
-To be a solehah wife~
-To be a solehah mother~
-To be a solehah 'abdullah~
-To be a able to teach and make my children understand Islam and this world~
THOSE ARE MY WISHES.. CAN YOU HELP ME FULFILL IT? (^_^)
pls take note
1st,i have no mood to blog...2nd,i'm not feeling very well again...3rd,i must say what i need to say...(although i'm tired of this)1) to all who have helped me a lot... who have gone through sadness whilst happiness along with me... who have always been by my side... watching, worrying, advising, reminding me... who always regard me as their helper in almost anything... I'M VERY HAPPY THAT ALL OF YOU DID WHAT YOU DID... I TRULY APPRECIATE WHAT YOU DID... AND I'M SORRY IF I DO NOT SHOW MY APPRECIATION IN A CORRECT WAY BUT MAKING ALL OF YOU WORRY AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND FEEL UNAPPRECIATED... I'M ABSOLUTELY SORRY... maybe, he is right after all... that i don't appreciate those who love me and those who are with me through my thick and thin... maybe he's right... it's just that, something i dislike may be something you want me to do... and i'm sorry for not listening to all of you... thinking again, i may not be able to express my appreciation through action or words... it's my weakness and i apologise if this has caused anyone to be uneasy... i really DO love all of you... THANK YOU...2) for my soulmate... i really hopre that some sense will be knocked into you for you to get on your feet and start doing something... ade seseorg ckp, awk duduk dan ikut saja ape yg ditakdirkn utk awk tanpe buat ape2... saye tau awk akn kate..."YE...SAYE MCM TU..."utk kesekian kali, knp msti mengaku tanpe ade kesdrn utk lakukn ape2? igt lh..."Allah tkkn merubah nasib seseorg selg org tu tk brusaha utk mengubah nasibnya..." btl kn? saye tk blh nk kate ape sbb saye pun sygkn mk dan bpk saye... saye dgr dan ikut ckp dorng... mcm tu jgk awk... tp saye cube wlaupun saye takut... wlaupun usaha saye tkkn mengubah pape,tp saye tetap nk cube... sbb saye btl2 nak... sbb ni lh impian saye... byk yg awk dh buat, saye tknk mntk pape lg dr sape2 pun... sbb saye dh cukup menyusahkn... igt tk mase nk masuk klas arab? awk takut,tp awk masuk jgk... saye? saye yg tk masuk... klaupun bkn saye,tkkn awk nk buat mcm ni kt org lain? saye tknk org lain trm ape yg saye trm... saye fhm dh... saye fhm sgt3... awk tk prlu ckp pape pun... sbb saye tau sbnrnye ape yg tgh trjd... tp saye tknk awk menyesal... dan saye tknk saye sndiri menyesal... mane lh tau, tibe2,saye tkde slama2nya, tkkn baru mase tu, awk baru nk sdr mcm yg prnh jd dulu? igt ape saye prnh kate?-kebranian-kesungguhan-ksh sygni lh penyebab utama yg buat kte smakin nk sesuatu dan brusaha lg dan lg dan lg...smpai kte brjy...saye tk prnh mntk pape lps ape yg dh jd... tk prnh... sbb saye tk layak nk mntk lbh byk lg dr ape yg saye dh ade... saye tkt, saye sedih bile tk dpt ape saye mntkkn... sbb tu, saye tk brani... utk belahan jiwa saye ni... saye doakn,awk sdr dan timbul kebranian satu hari nnt dan nmpk kesungguhan plk...jgn mengaku atau mntk maaf brulng2 kali tanpe buat ape2 atau tanpe mncube... tk gune... brckp lbh senang dr melakukan... tp klau kte tk buat,smpai bile angn2 tu akn trsmpn? angn2,jdkn cita2... insyaAllah blh jd kenyataan... sdr ye...buat lh sesuatu... bkn utk saye... tp utk awk,dan mase dpn awk...smoga Allah nmpkkn awk ape yg saye mksudkn... Ameen...utk smua org yg knl ana,trmasuk awk,belahan jiwa saye... trm ksh sgt3... Syirul tau,Syirul byk trhutang budi... bkn dgn korng je... tp ade lbh rmai lg... Syirul btl tak tau nk bls tu smua mcm mane... Syirul tk tau... i really don't... maafkn ana... i'll try my best again... Syirul akn cube... sekurng2nye skali... Syirul jd penybab korng trsenyum seikhlas hati... trm ksh sgt3... THANK YOU... THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO ALL...i'm going back to KUIS tomorrow... doakn Syirul,Muneerah ngn Rafidah slmt prgi dan slmt smpai k... to my lovely Diela, my dearest friend Afiq, and my adorable Abu... Syirul ngn Muneerah rindu sgt kt korng... korng lh yg slalu lyn kte wlaupun kerenah kte mcm2 kn... hope to see you guys soon... mcm2 nk ckp kt korng... Syirul nk ckp mcm2 sgt... jumpe Jumaat ni tau tau tau... insyaAllah... tu je... i'll update more,insyaAllah... C ya! Labels: do u hear my silent cries at night...
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