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Tuesday 21 July 2009 | 7:04 pm | 0 star
kul 8 nnt ade midterm usul fiqh tp tgh post blog skrg ni... =p sesuke hati je Syirul ni...so... smlm tgk Hanakimi... dh lame eh crite tu tp baru dpt tgk sbb sakinah ambk dr athena... best sgt3... as usual,learn a lot from it... dr ktw2, terus jd org pikiran...hmm... hbskn novel Hijab Sang Pencinta padahal org patutnye bljr usul fiqh... teruk kn? best crite tu... perfect ending for a perfect beginning... nice story,Ramlee Awang Mursyid... thumbs up! ^_^ had a talk with Pip mase gi Petronas... talking while having a nice drink of Soya Bean Milk...huhu... kesian kt kwn2 Syirul... sori sgt3... Syirul tk brmaksud nk buat korng risau... serious... i apologise to all of u... sakinah is down with fever tp doctor tu ckp die tk pape... yeah right... doctor2 skrg ni, tu je lah yg dorng tau ckp kot... yesterday Syirul gi klinik,kak Sheila ngn kak Hawa hntr... my back is aching...and i really mean ACHING... until now... doctor tu rase2 blkng Syirul lps tu ckp... "no mucle straining,no muscle swelling so it's fine..." yeah yeah yeah... bile pip nk ckp,die kate... "no no no... die ok..." so i told her lah yg Syirul prnh jatuh mase sem 1 tp die kate tkde kait mengait sbb dh lame jd... well Hello! Syirul dh rase sakit2 sejak jatuh mcm nangka busuk tu lg k... just that i thought it was normal until extival... 3 hari sakit sgt3... nk brdiri lame,jln btl2 pun susah. nk kene duduk byk... tkde pape tp bg Syirul mcm2 ubat saraf... cup! pape lah... an endurance test for me again and again... utk ENCIK NAKAL... i know i know... u don't have to remind me always that u're gone... i'm moving on, alright? tp sakit2 tu tk blh hilang k... asal kn? bkn sakit hati tp physically sakit... (by the way, ni bkn pakse ok... I'M STATING THE TRUTH!)can anyone PLS tell me why i'm always sick and not feeling well bile die tkde eh... ya Allah... doa Syirul trmakbul ke? tp dlm doa tu kn jodoh Syirul... dlm otak... tuuut........... that's it! sejak bende ni jd lh... i can't remember anything properly... mkn mcm biase pun kaki menggigil... cukup rht pun,mate nk trtutup and rase nk rebah... why i'm like this? ya Allah... hny kpdMU aku brlindung... hny ENGKAU yg mengetahui sgale2nye... maka berilh petunjuk buatku yg lemah ini... sesungguhnya, ENGKAU lh Pencipta Hati Nuraniku... Pemilik Nyawa dan Prasaanku... tunjukknlh kebenaran.. dia kah? seandainya dia, maka aku amat brsyukur krn tdk mahu aku mnjd seorg istri yg mengingati dan menyayangi lelaki slain suaminya... aku brmohon kpdMU... ya Rabbul 'Izzah... aku brlindung kpdMU dr sgale kejhtn dan tipu muslihat syaitan... Ameen...Ya Rabbal 'Alamin... doakn sume ok kat sini k... i have only another a year plus to settle this,i think... pls pls pls... smoga rahmat Allah sntiase iringi korng sume... Ameen... p/s: -when someone loses something or someone that is very important to him, he will gradually loses himself... -bile seseorg kehilangn sesuatu atau seseorg yg sgt penting utknya, maka die akn kehilangn dirinya sndiri... Labels: am i really ur light to shine u in the dark? |