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Monday 31 August 2009 | 10:54 am | 0 star
Syirul tk tau nk buat ape lg,nk ckp mcm mane lg... Syirul cume blh mntk maaf kat org yg Syirul dh janji tu... jauh dlm hati Syirul... Syirul msh mntk kat Allah... mntk sgt3... smoga satu ari nnt die balik dan dtg kat Syirul utk die... brt btl hati Syirul... brt sgt3... td mk tgk calander,utk tgk bile mk nk dtg,bwk brg2 Syirul balik Spore.. mk dh suruh Syirul pack skt2... Syirul pun rase mcm tu.. klau tk nnt,bile Syirul balik Spore,msti kecoh gile angkat brg2 Syirul sorng kn... hihi... girls... i'm going now... wish me luck... kul 12.30 nnt,nk kluar dh.. bas plk kul 3... hmm.. mcm mane agknye nnt bile Syirul dh kat sini... it'll not be the same,i'm sure of that... bt maybe this is the best for me... Ameen... sometimes i feel,when i'm stepping away from KUIS,a miracle will happen that will let me stay until the end of 3 yrs... but i don't know if that's true... if it does happen,then it's a chance for me to face what i faced in KUIS again,it's a test of my strength... pls let me be strong after this,ya Rabb... tp bile fkr balik,lbh byk advantages dr disadvantages bile Syirul brhnti... dan bile Syirul brhnti,Syirul mmprtaruhkn sesuatu,dan risiko nye amat tinggi skali... jd ape2 yg trjd,Syirul akn redha... i really have to prepare for the worst for this... ya Allah... tlg lh jgn sprti yg tdk aku mahukn... aku mohon... Ameen... Syirul mntk,trskn prjuangn korng kat sane k kwn2 Syirul... trskn prjuangn Syirul jgk... igt dulu,Syirul org yg paling excited nk masuk KUIS smpai mk ngn bpk balik pun Syirul tk nangis... i was strong then... but not now... korng jgn brhnti bljr k... igt niat asal dtg KUIS... jgn sesekali lupe... utk awk... saye tawakkal dgn Allah klau psl awk... tp jgn berhnti bljr dan kbrkatan Allah sgt penting utk kte carik ilmu... klau tau ape yg awk buat tu slh, awk jgn lh buat... awk seorg pljr... tk blh smbarang je tau... gd luck k... balik dan dtg lh... utk saye dan utk awk... Ameen... smoga Allah merahmati... thnx to all for all... ^_^ gd luck for our Xm... may we all pass with flying colours... Ameen... ya Rabbal 'Alameen... Labels: it's not about what we want but what we need and i need u... |