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it's over~
Sunday 16 August 2009 | 7:46 pm | 0 star
someone:"aiman... syg teacher tk?"baby boy:"syg..." someone:"syg teacher smpai mane?" baby boy:"smpai syurga..." this is a story which happened a long time ago... but thanks to this little baby boy, i realize that i love everyone i love until up there...heaven... insyaAllah... someone:"btl ke awk rase ape yg awk rase?" little prince:"btl..." someone"ok... kte tunggu 3 tahun... lps 3 tahun,kte tgk ape jd..." little prince:"baik lah... kte tgk lps 3 tahun..." this is a story which happened a year ago... but believe me... it hasn't reached even 2 years but everything has changed... that's just words from someone... because the situation around this person has changed,everything changes...so... if someone wants to love me... he must love my feelings CREATOR... ^_^ little prince:"awk nk ke mcm tu?" someone:"blh tk klau awk nk,awk buat je... jgn fkrkn saye..." little prince:"blh ke klau awk tk fkr saye?" someone:"emm... tak..." little prince:"mcm tu jgk saye..." someone:"tp awk buat tu sbb saye bkn sbb ape yg awk nk... tk gune mcm tu..." it's as if i'm the only one who is feeling the tension and is struggling... as if it's me and only me... this person wants to be free and it's as if what i'm feeling is a 'halangn' to this person... it's no use asking me... i'm sorry... but i can't trust you anymore... so i'm living in this world...studying really really hard because this is what is left for me... pls Allah... help me...smoga Ramadhan kali ni membawa barakah utk hambaMU yg amat lemah ini... Ameen... Labels: what will happen next? |