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no no no~
Sunday 9 August 2009 | 10:07 am | 0 star
*sniff sniff *cough cough adeih adeih... it really hurts you know... when the fever is gone.. now the coughing is going bad... =_= and i feel worse... أسغفر الله العظيم ... mntk ampun byk2... smoga Allah maafkn Syirul... ameen...poor mom and dad... the fever has gone to them now... and i feel bad... they keep saying... "tkpe lah... tk pe... asalkn yul tk sakit tkpe... biar mk ngn bpk je yg sakit..." it's heart-wrenching you know... to see that your parents are getting sick and they say it's ok as long as their children are fine... >_<, it's really sad... dad's temperature is high yet he still goes to work... he's really hardworking... always think of his responsibilties... may Allah protect him... Ameen... mom is not fine at all.. but for me, as long as she still can open her eyes, talk to me and joke around with me, i'm relieve... and i'm going back to Msia TOMORROW!!! oh no no no... >_<, poor mom and dad... i really want to be around them... i really want to... =_= oh ya... before i forget... (how can i forget?) huhu... HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SPORE!!!! HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! LOVE YA LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF TON!!! hikhikhik... emmmemmmm.... nk tgk NDP!! mcm tak best gitu kn... tahun lps langsung tak brpeluang... a BIG tak brpeluang nye... patutnye ari ni nak gi kulai tp mk ngn bpk sakit,tk jd... tkpe... yul tk ksh pun... ^_^ it's ok k... for mom and dad... this is for both of you... I love u very much... ^_^ pls get well soon... your daughters really love both of you... and we're very worried... it should be us saying it's ok if we get sick but not both of you... may Allah always be with both of you and protect you... Ameen... for someone who i love so much... you should know this is wrong.... and i know you know it because at the end of the day... it's always you who realises it first and say it to me... i really hope this will end... not you and me... but what we're going through... and i really hope it will end us up in a good way that is what we want... because if it doesn't happen,i'll not be able to do it all over again... i really can't do it anymore... so pls... we must do something... and we need to do something... this is wrong... it's not the path which we should have taken... i feel guilty... and i don't think i need to say sorry because i'm not feeling guilty for a wrong matter... for someone who i love to be with... who is always taking care of me... who is always by my side... i'm doing what i'm doing right now for some reasons... i don't want you to go... i don't want you to go with anyone else... pls understand... i'm so scared... i feel guilty... there are so many what ifs in my head... i hope you will say it to me... that we must do something and this can't go on... you do know that don't you.... you know.... i'm saying this, i'm thinking like this and i'm feeling like this because i don't want to lose the person i love most... pls... pls pls... you must realise it... you must... i don't want to do it all over again... i'm so tired... and if i lose, it'll be really hard for me to start again... to do it again... it'll be very hard... if only you can hear my silent cries... -_- Labels: i just want us to be together... |