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Monday, 28 September 2009 | 6:59 pm | 0 star
ok... pilih warne sunshine dgn doa smoga hidup Syirul sntiase brchy mcm sunshine ni k... Ameen...just registered at Zuhri td tgh ari and am accepted... will begin lessons starting from 5th of October... wish me luck! ^_^ chatted with Amal at MSN... she explained a little here and there about Zuhri... but really have to go through it myself to understand it wholly... haha... really confusing... mcm first time masuk KUIS... haiz... EH!! NO MENGELUH!! alrite alrite... understood... i am in K8 and Amal said i'm in K83... she said i'm with sem 3 students... so.... like i'm the one and only sem 1 student... haha... malunyer............ sorng2 beb... tkpe2... bljr byk2 k... yg pntng,bljr... k k k... tp tgk jadual,tk sesibuk kat KUIS... class paling lmbt hbs kul 2.30 ptg... Alhamdulillah... tp tk blh ckp byk2 nie... akn dtg tk tau lg... hmm... mcm mane lh agknye... jauh dr die.. jauh dr Syirul... ape lah akn jd nnt? smoga yg baik je... Ameen ya Rabbal 'Alameen... k... so pls suplicate for me k... insyaAllah everything will go just fine... Ameen... k... need to go now... ade org nk dtg... signing out... Daaa~~~~ Labels: pls oh pls don't let him forget and dont let it disappear... salam Aidilfitri...
Sunday, 20 September 2009 | 12:26 am | 0 star
Alhamdulillah... last minute shopping... ade rezki lbh,dpt jgk baju baru & kasut baru...brsyukur sgt3... raya kali ni,rmai org Syirul tgk mcm tkde mood nk raye... tk tau knp.... sbb economy mrosot ker? huhuhu... mcm2 dh jd... yg kat dpn lg ni kte tk tau... yg Syirul tau, stiap kali Syirul fkr psl mase dpn,Syirul brdebar2 tk tentu arah... mcm2 kemungkinan Syirul fkrkn... semata2 Syirul nk siapkn diri klau2 bende yg tk baik jd mcm yg Syirul bygkn... tp... nauzubillah... smoga tak jd pape yg Syirul tk ingini... Ameen... hari raya kali ni... tanpa disangka2...kak yu kene sore eyes.... kesian ye die... tp Alhamdulillah tk teruk sgt... cume nmpk merahnye... pedih... kesian die... insyaAllah cpt sembuh nnt... hmm... new environment... new classmates... new subjects... tk smpat pun Syirul masuk pljrn2 takhassus Usuluddin... mcm nk nangis jer stiap kali ingt tk smpat bljr tu... prbandingan agama... pemikiran sains dlm Islam... syg syg syg... >_<, Syirul syirul syirul... trm seadanya ok... insyaAllah ade hikmah... Ameen... hmm... i've been thinking non-stop about this particular person... sometimes i feel like,forgetting and act as if there's nothing,is a better idea... but after that, i'll end up feeling hurt because the picture of this person vanishing from my life is like a heart being throbed violently... can you feel the pain? i don't want to lose... and i don't want to get lost... pls watch over me... -_-, Labels: maaf zahir dan batin... hope to see you again soon...
Friday, 18 September 2009 | 4:05 pm | 0 star
stepping back to my own sweet home,it means that i am leaving everything and everyone i love,in order to stay in the hugs of my loved ones... i'm really sorry that the end is like this... i'm sorry that i'm not strong enough to stay still... i've caused too much troubles... just read an entry from a friend's blog and i realized now that i love her dearly... thnks for giving me the answer... you are the best pretender that i can't even find a clue of what you're feeling... thnk u... i was happy,honestly, when i finished picking up signatures from the mighty people.. huhu... i was really happy as i thought that it's over... it's over... "dah selesai dah... nnt tunggu confirmation letter yg awk dh brnti... kte hntr kat rumah awk..." and her face showed satisfaction... a staff in JKRP... but,the more i think, the more i feel sad and all i can do is to cry helplessly... in order to make sure that i will lead my life without any error,any hardships that will make me like this, i have to heed my mom's words... all bacause in the name of LOVE... no one knows the truth why i accepted my mom's decision just like that... you see... i'm putting a high risk by leaving... but what happen after this,is destiny... i have to accept it my hook or by crook... yes,mommy... we are close and then, we were drifted apart... it's my fault... and i never blame you fully for what happened... just when everything is going back to normal,i'm doing this... and i'm sorry... so what i could do is to suplicate... that one fine day, i will be happy by staying by the side of the one that loves me and the one that i love... Ameen... i'm sorry... i really am... so just stay strong... take care of yourselves... pls don't ignore me when you see me again... pls stay with me so that everything will be alright....again. Labels: this is what we called DESTINY.. a fine story~
Thursday, 3 September 2009 | 2:53 am | 0 star
satu masa dulu... ada seorg putera yg tnggl di istana yg bsr,di mana dia memimpin satu negara yg aman dan damai.. tp dlm istana,dia tnggl dgn hny seorg dayang... tiada pengawal,ataupun sapa2 kecuali mrk brdua... dh lama dayang brkhidmat utk putera... sjk dia msh muda sgt3 lg... dayang syg sgt kat putera... dan dia cuma nk putera hidup bhgia tk keseorngn... die rela jg putera dan org yg putera syg seumur hidupnya...satu ari,putera pnggl dayang... dan tanpa disangka2,putera kata yg dia nk dayang jd puteri... prmaisuri dia... dayang trkejut sgt3... dia sygkn putera sgt3... tp dia sdr yg dia cuma seorg dayang yg jauh byk kekurangn dr putera... dia sdr dia tk layak... tp putera tetap nk jgk... dia dh sygkn dayang... dia nk dayang yg jg dia smpai dia hembuskn nfs dia yg trakhr... dan... "dayang hny tunduk dan menurut...kata diraja,tuanku putera..." tibe2 satu ari,ada sesuatu trjd... putera trpksa buat kptsn yg brt... utk tngglkn dayang yg dia syg sgt3 ataupun tk wlaupun dia akn menyakiti dayang... tp dayang cuma angguk... menurut kata putera... dia tknk putera trtekan... dia tknk putera sedih dan pening fkr byk sgt mslh... jd... "dayang menunduk dan mengerti... lantas mengundur diri demi diraja,putera yg dikasihi..." tp sbb trlalu sygkn dayang... putera dtg dan prgi... stiap kali dia dtg kat dayang,dia akn rasa brslh dan lps tu tngglkn dayang lg... namun mcm tu,dayang sntiasa trm putera dgn hati yg trbukak... sbb dr dulu smpai skrg... die cuma sygkn putera dan hny putera sorng... wlaupun semua nya menyakitkn hati dan buat dayang mcm trgantung tanpa tali,dayang tetap tahan... smpai dayang lemah... dan tanpa disangka, seseorg yg tlh lama knl dayang,dtg ke istana dan meminta putera utk bwk dayang prgi utk jdkn dayang kuat... putera trperanjat... tp dia hormat pd org tu... dia hormat kptsn dayang... dia rasa brslh sbb buat dayang mcm tu... dayang cuma tunduk dan ikut ckp seseorg yg dia hormat tu... dia ikut ckp putera bila putera rela dia prgi...tp... "dayang menyimpan kasihnya pd diraja,mnghrpkn putera tkkn prnh lupakn dia dan akn bwknya kembali satu ari nnt... tp dayang tetap menunduk dan menurut kehendak diraja,tuanku putera..." Labels: pls take me back with u one day... |
