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hope to see you again soon...
Friday 18 September 2009 | 4:05 pm | 0 star
stepping back to my own sweet home,it means that i am leaving everything and everyone i love,in order to stay in the hugs of my loved ones... i'm really sorry that the end is like this... i'm sorry that i'm not strong enough to stay still... i've caused too much troubles... just read an entry from a friend's blog and i realized now that i love her dearly... thnks for giving me the answer... you are the best pretender that i can't even find a clue of what you're feeling... thnk u... i was happy,honestly, when i finished picking up signatures from the mighty people.. huhu... i was really happy as i thought that it's over... it's over... "dah selesai dah... nnt tunggu confirmation letter yg awk dh brnti... kte hntr kat rumah awk..." and her face showed satisfaction... a staff in JKRP... but,the more i think, the more i feel sad and all i can do is to cry helplessly... in order to make sure that i will lead my life without any error,any hardships that will make me like this, i have to heed my mom's words... all bacause in the name of LOVE... no one knows the truth why i accepted my mom's decision just like that... you see... i'm putting a high risk by leaving... but what happen after this,is destiny... i have to accept it my hook or by crook... yes,mommy... we are close and then, we were drifted apart... it's my fault... and i never blame you fully for what happened... just when everything is going back to normal,i'm doing this... and i'm sorry... so what i could do is to suplicate... that one fine day, i will be happy by staying by the side of the one that loves me and the one that i love... Ameen... i'm sorry... i really am... so just stay strong... take care of yourselves... pls don't ignore me when you see me again... pls stay with me so that everything will be alright....again. Labels: this is what we called DESTINY.. |