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hoilday
Wednesday 7 April 2010 | 4:08 pm | 0 star
salam to all... ^_^ i was planning to go to Kulai rite... and i went there as planned... Alhamdulillah... everything was nice and wonderful and better..... too many incidents have happened which changed almost everything in my life... and i just realise it now... -_-'i'm going to be a 3rd year senior in KUIS soon... and this always reminds me of the day i 1st register in that college... the day i met him... the day i struggled to suit myself... the day everything was lost from me... the day i was hurt by my own friend.... and the day everything changed.. not only these happened in the college but also in my semester breaks... and i'm feeling very very very tired now... plans after diploma?? 1st: work 2nd: work 3rd: work hahaha... this is what i'm going to do after i finish my diploma.. while waiting for my convocation day, i'm going to find a job and after that, i'm going to continue working.. i'm thinking of attending English Language course anywhere in order to get myself a job as an English teacher... i wonder if this will make me qualified to be a teacher... haha... but for the time being, i think i won't be able to attend any courses as i want to focus on stabilizing my job first... when everything is alright, i will then study English further... oh.... how i LOVE languages... isn't it nice to be able to learn more languages other than English & Arabic?? WOW! on top of that, my situation doesn't allow me to continue studies further or work for a long time... there are other plans which are made by him... because i need to think about his plans too... he wants to go back to Syria for 3 years... and here i am... going to continue a job without wage and that is waiting for him... hmm.... bukanke krjku mmg mnunggu die sjk azali? -_-" his plan is.......... haha... too embarrass to tell.. *blush* but if i follow his plans, Alhamdulillah... may everything will be alright. but as for now, i can't think the best but only the worst as i think i need to prepare myself for the worst right... so many what ifs in my head... haisy... i'm really feeling very tired right now... too many things ahead that i need to think.. so many that i think i will explode... hmm... so many preparations to be done... oh no... may Allah make these things easy for me... amiin... Labels: didn't u promise to take me there to watch the snow together? |