Hi there! You've entered the dreaming land of a twinkling star~ (^_^)
I'm nothing but an ordinary girl with sweet and painful memories~
It's hard to make me talk as I'm not quite friendly~
If you want to know more, read my posts, you'll know me~
Struggling to live in this not-forever world~
Islam is my religion!
I swear that there is no other God except for ALLAH and MUHAMMAD is the messenger of ALLAH! (^_^)

Wishes, Dreams, Du'a

-To be a solehah daughter~
-To be a solehah wife~
-To be a solehah mother~
-To be a solehah 'abdullah~
-To be a able to teach and make my children understand Islam and this world~

THOSE ARE MY WISHES.. CAN YOU HELP ME FULFILL IT? (^_^)

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Assalamualaikum everyone.. =) it's benn a long time since i updated my blog, ne....? =D i'm sorry but i've been busy since i entered my new semester at UIA.. it's so tiring.. my monday and wednesday class ends at 6.40 pm.. so it's really tiring.. haha.. but i'm seeking knowledge and it's university after all, right? =)

actually, there's nothing much.. oh! i found my old thumbdrive at last!! yay!! and so i don't have to buy a new one.. hehe.. i read my old posts on this blog and i realised that nowadays, i don't have many things happen in my daily life that i can tell about.. has my life become bored? O.O oh no! haha.. but one thiing's for sure, i'm striving to become a good muslimah.. really trying my best.. to help mom,dad, to finih studies as soon as possible, to prepare things for my future.. there are so many things to do and to think actually.. hmm..

i'm trying my best to help abg in finding a job in his field.. it's knid of hard to find it in singapore much more for a malaysian... but i'm confident that if his rezki is not there, then it's here.. moreover, i want to live in malaysia.. i don't want to stay in singapore after i get married..*wink wink* haha.. sounds so irresponsible.. as if i do not love my parents and my family right.. but i know what i'm doing.. i don't have a fickled-mind you see.. once i've decided, only people who can talk reasons can change my decisions.. well.. if they are lucky.. haha..

hmm.. i really hope abg finds a new suitable job for himself and his life with good salary.. he really needs it.. so, if any singaporeans read this post and have a suitbale job for a malaysian guy which is.. (ustaz, admin in an islamic organisation, or something related to islamic), pls oh pls inform me ok? hehe..

ok that's all.. promote jap eh.. >.< ok daa everyone.. insyaAllah if i have some free time, i'll blog again..!

Wassalam. hi to myself! ahaha.. =D let me get straight to the point the reason i blog today.. i asked for someone's forgiveness a few weeks back.. that someone i've mentioned many enough to remember her as someone who has hurt my feelings.. someone who did it deliberately or not, someone who socializes and is able to talk to guys bravely until sometimes people think that she flirts.. she said she has started a new life and i just remind her of her past in college which she does not want to remember.. however, this honesty leads to something bad. her younger sister replied my msg for her in facebook. the way she talked was very very harsh..

honestly, i kept too many unpleasant deeds of hers to myself and told it to my friends.. the things she did wrong and the things she did that made me suffer.. i told her stories to my friends.. my friends whom i could trust.. that i can ensure everyone that they would not tell a single soul. and because of this mistake i made, i wanted to apologise by being honest.. and what did i get in return? her younger sister scolded me in a very harsh way that hurt my feelings again.. maybe it's just my retribution.. i feel like posting what she said.. but never mind.. just let it be one of my painful memories..


this is what i get for apologising.. for being honest.. i don't blame her.. this is my retribution.. because i'm a bad girl.. what she said is true right.. =') never mind.. it's ok..


the moral is, don't be afraid of being honest.. don't be afraid of doing something good.. even if this is what i get, even if they call me a hypocrite.. it's going to be ok.. because i started it with something good.. i'll just pray that Allah will open their heart to accept this.. it's ok if human can't see.. because Allah knows thetruth right.. =)


actually, i quoted what she said.. but i deleted it.. haha.. it's enough like this.. i'm going to end today's story ok? daa,everyone.. =)



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