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Wednesday 1 February 2012 | 9:02 pm | 0 star
hi to myself! ahaha.. =D let me get straight to the point the reason i blog today.. i asked for someone's forgiveness a few weeks back.. that someone i've mentioned many enough to remember her as someone who has hurt my feelings.. someone who did it deliberately or not, someone who socializes and is able to talk to guys bravely until sometimes people think that she flirts.. she said she has started a new life and i just remind her of her past in college which she does not want to remember.. however, this honesty leads to something bad. her younger sister replied my msg for her in facebook. the way she talked was very very harsh..honestly, i kept too many unpleasant deeds of hers to myself and told it to my friends.. the things she did wrong and the things she did that made me suffer.. i told her stories to my friends.. my friends whom i could trust.. that i can ensure everyone that they would not tell a single soul. and because of this mistake i made, i wanted to apologise by being honest.. and what did i get in return? her younger sister scolded me in a very harsh way that hurt my feelings again.. maybe it's just my retribution.. i feel like posting what she said.. but never mind.. just let it be one of my painful memories.. this is what i get for apologising.. for being honest.. i don't blame her.. this is my retribution.. because i'm a bad girl.. what she said is true right.. =') never mind.. it's ok.. the moral is, don't be afraid of being honest.. don't be afraid of doing something good.. even if this is what i get, even if they call me a hypocrite.. it's going to be ok.. because i started it with something good.. i'll just pray that Allah will open their heart to accept this.. it's ok if human can't see.. because Allah knows thetruth right.. =) actually, i quoted what she said.. but i deleted it.. haha.. it's enough like this.. i'm going to end today's story ok? daa,everyone.. =) |