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New semester begins~
Friday 7 September 2012 | 5:39 pm | 0 star
Assalamualaikum to all~ (^_^)I'm updating my post from my new lappy! hee.. This sunday, I'll be going back to IIUM to resume my studies.. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. (^_^) May Allah ease all my path and let me study peacefully.. Aamiin... Yesterday, I just got a job. It's teaching children who are muslim converts. The principal told me that it's not going to be an easy job because they are very different from us, born-muslims. Listening to her, I know completely that it's going to be very tough. Moreover, I'm going to keep coming back to Singapore from KL every weekend as I'll be teaching on Sundays. Hmm I'm scared. I don't know whether it's going to be fun or not, but I know one thing. It's going to be very.. I repeat. VERY tiring. I'll try it for one semester. If I can't concentrate on my studies and lose focus, then I'm going to stop working on weekend and just study. Uff.. I'm so scared. But Allah is always there. Hmm.. I did a lot of wrong things everyday nowadays. A lot of disgusting things. And I'm starting to hate myself more and more. Oh Allah.. Pls oh pls forgive me.. sobsobs. Moving to another story, I accidentally looked at her photo just now. I really am trying not to hate anyone without reasons. It's such a hateful thing to do right? Oh. Let's pray for abang that he'll be able to find an institute which offers part-time weekend Bachelor of Islamic Studies shall we? I really want him to have a Bachelor degree, but he also needs to work. We're going to settle down soon. and may Allah help us to get his barakah for us to lead a happy life until akhirat.. Aamiin.. Ok that's all for now. Oh! My little sister is also in IIUM now. (^_^) The three of us are now together again under one university roof. Hamdan Lillah.. (^_^) Ok I'm going to stop now. I'll write some other time ok? InsyaAllah.. -Syirulhuda- |